Monday, April 23, 2012

Shi*****

No, do not worry. Not my ITB. But if it is true that my ITB responds to the level of stress in my life then I am expecting it to flare up any minute.
My visa was denied. Not my work visa, that is still being processed but the visa that was supposed to bridge the time gap between now and the time when I am able to start working using work visa (if that gets approved, of course). Basically the visa category we applied for was not applicable in this case. Too bad that the immigration lawyers working on my case did not know that. Grrrr!
Now I do not know what will happen with me. Will they lay me off and send me home until Oct? Will the US wait for me until Oct? Will I be able to stay in Hannover?

I lead an exciting (by which I am very stressful) life, don't I?

Since my visa interview lasted 5 minutes I had a whole day in Berlin. I went to the top of Siegesaule, which was quite nice and it costs only 3Eur and then Checkpoint Charlie museum.
It is the most chaotically organized museum I have ever seen. They have info about NATO, Berlin Wall, revolutions throughout eastern Europe, escapes to West Germany stories, Picasso pictures all mixed together. Totally confusing! But I liked it (not the chaos, but the museum) and one could spend there hours and hours in you are into that stuff. I loved it as much as Les Invalides in Paris where they have WWII exhibition and where I was twice and spent 4 hours each time.
I was there for 2.5 hours and would have stayed longer but had to run to catch the bus. (And by running to catch the bus I mean running to catch the bus. S-bahn in one pace was not working and they had buses and I was late for my bus. It was an all out 3-min effort, believe me:))
I watched a movie about a family trying to escape to the west in a home-made hot air balloon. However, I had to leave so I did not see he end and do not know whether they have escaped. I should go back one day.

And I continued with my "Subway over the world review" :) I have decided to try a Subway sandwich in every country I go to. I must say that German Subway sandwiches are in pair with the US and Canadian ones. Yam!

Sunday, April 22, 2012

I am one of those

So I am officially a bad athlete. Well, worse than usual. I am one of those people who say that they want to be fast but they do not do enough for it. However, I know that this is only a temporary state of mind. I am giving myself a time-out until May 7th. Then I am back at it full force, 100% commitment. By that time I should be somehow settled in the US and have a coach to guide me. I did not go to the pool on Friday (for no reason only because I did not want to) and did not do any bike rides this weekend (again, for no credible reason). I ran ~40min on Fr, ~40min on Sat and ~60min today! 60min!!! Awesome, isn't it? And no knee pain what so ever! I think that it is time I can start working with a running coach again. I think that I might have figured out the ITB problem (at least until the next flare-up....then I will diagnose myself again). All those stretching and strengthening exercises DO NOT HELP, not one bit. I think that my ITB is stuck to my quad and they are moving together and that causes the pain. And the masochistic PT somehow managed to separate then using that plunger thing. (Note to myself, go to the hardware store and buy a small plunger for self-treatment) Ok, that is my self-diagnosis and I have not asked the PT what he thinks the problem is but I will. I am going to see him for the last time on Wednesday and I will ask for some self-massaging/ITB separation tips. Berlin tomorrow, then my parents come on Thursday or Friday, and then I am US-bound. Hopefully.

Friday, April 20, 2012

Paris and Berlin trip

It was not a trip per say. It was mostly “business”. Well, Berlin was kind of a real trip, I did some sightseeing but too much because I have to go back there on Monday and will have time to see some sights. I only went to Berlin because flights from Berlin were ¼ the price flights from Hannover and I was not going to pay 600 Euro for 45min I needed to be in Paris. I had only one thing in mind when I went to Paris. To buy those awesome chewy fruit bonbons! No seriously, I went there to defend my thesis. Plus some other errands. I went to Berlin on Tuesday evening, spent the night in some sketchy hotel (but not as sketchy as the hotels I used to stay in when I was not a mature adult. When I went to run that marathon in Nice I spend in the hotel that had the sign on a door saying that the establishment is closed by some kind of governmental agency until further notice and the owner had one eye. I was seriously little scared to stay there. And I was scared to drink water there so I did not drink almost anything in last 12 hours before the marathon and I was incredibly thirsty at the start) and then flew to Paris in the morning. I needed to go to the bank, however there they told me that I need to go to “my” branch. But my branch is in Versailles and there was no way I was going to go there and then back. Grrr. I will deal with the bank stuff over phone. Then I went to have lunch with my family. It was nice, I have not seen them in almost two years and lunch was great. Too bad I could not stay any longer:( My aunt is over 90 years old and I might not see her again. Then I went to do the defense. It went pretty well. My profs liked it. They have not asked me a lot of questions about the actual work. You know those genial economic models that you have to read at least 28 times to understand how the hell that researcher came up with that formula? My model is either similarly genial and thus the profs just decided to better leave it alone. Or it is just too confusing. Even I have to read it 28 times before I understand how I got it. So now I officially have Master’s degree! And it did not even hurt that much:) Then I had almost 3 hours till my flight back so it was time to stuff my face with Champs Elysees nutela banana crepes! But at first I stopped to get those chewy bonbons. Seriously. They are on the top of my list “why should I move to France”. I love Starburst chewy fruit bonbons but these French ones are divine!!! They have them only in few stores though and I know only two of these stores in Paris and one in Versailles. Unfortunately they did not have them in the store I went to. And you will not believe this but I did not go to the other store. I know. So unlike me, I know. They have something similar so I bought those and it turned out that they are the same kind only in different and SMALLER!:( packaging. So at least I have those. I wished I had bought more:( Oh well. Then I bought a crepe at Champs Elysees and I still had some time so I did the tour by the Eiffel tower. Because no matter how much I bitch to everyone how horrible Paris is, seeing the ET in the distance never gets old. Never! I love it. By the way, those Champs Elysees crepes are to die for. I do not know those folks put into that nutela but I can eat then every day. Too bad they cost 4Eur, which was little too much for me when I was living there, earning 400Eur and paying 450Eur for my rent. They are a must if you go to Paris. Unless of course you have a lot of money to waste and then you will probably go to Le Fouquet. My father’s cousin and his wife told me a funny story. You see, they are around 60 and they have lived in Paris and near Paris their whole lives but they have not been to the ET until last month. Can you believe that? :) But then they did it big style and they went to get lunch at Jules Verne restaurant. You know, that I do not know how many star restaurant on the second floor of ET where you pay 150Eur for food for a person. They said that there was a Russia couple (an old Russian millionaire with his 20 something years old wife) and an American couple. And the American wife drank two large glasses of coke with her meal! With $200 meal! So funny. So that was Paris. I saw almost all my old stamping grounds. Who knows when I go back. Berlin was nice. I left the hotel at 9am and did not have bus to Hannover until 5pm. So I spend over 7 hours walking around with two short sitting breaks. My poor feet. I think that I need to get new sneakers because I could definitely tell after so much walking that they are not good anymore. I walked around Tiergarden, Siegesaule, Charlottenburg. I am planning on going to Check Point Charlie museum and up the Siegesaule on Monday. I did not have enough money to go yesterday and I wanted to leave something for Monday because I will have again a few hours to kill. Ok, so that was my short trip. US embassy on Monday. Wish me luck.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Loooong thoughts dump- hills, pears, laundry machines, swimming

So much to share with you:)

I went to see the sadistic PT on Friday and he said that my leg felt much better than the first time I went there. So he did not have to use that horrible sucky thing that left me with the bruise that was the size of my hand the first time I went there. He tried different chiropractic moves on me and I do not know why but I cannot constrain myself and I always start laughing when my neck and back joints start popping. That probably does not make me very mature but I just find it too funny.
He is again not here next week so we will meet again in two weeks but he said that it is ok since now my right side is not as tight as before and I do not need treatment every week.

Ouch, my legs! Yesterday I did an easy 40something min run and then 1h50min bike ride and then I forced myself to do another 20min run, so a little ~4min ru-bike-run brick. My legs felt as they used to feel after 3h trainer rides. I am indeed hopelessly out of shape:( I need to put my act together!

Today I did 45min run with 5x hills (I am sick of those easy longish runs. I want something more intensive!!! It that too much to ask for?), and then I did another bike ride. I did a new route, little bit longer than usual and then I mapped it here because I wanted to know how far I went. Only 32 miles?!? http://www.mapmyride.com/routes/view/83708789/?new_route=1 I did not have watch so I do not know how long it took me, somewhere around 2hours.
I did not run afterwards because I was not sure how my ITB would react to two longish runs in two days and plus when I am tired it is hard to lift knees and land nicely under the center of gravity and I was little worried that poor form might lead to bad landing and ITB would flare up.

I wanted to eat a pear between run and ride but I forgot and I was already hungry 10min into the ride. And I still had around 2hours to go….I remember my first summer in MI I used to do long rides and the thought of nice juicy nectarines was the only thing that got me home:) Now it was the thought of nice fish sandwich. Not that I crave such sandwiches but I knew that bread, butter, cheese, raddishes, cucumber, mustard, tomatoe sauce and herrings was the only food I had in my fridge.
I was on an autopilot the last 50min, I just pedaled without thinking and I do not remember much of those 50min. Must have been the lack of H2O and calories. But do not worry, I constrained myself after I got home and did not eat like 2000 calories in 10min like I usually do :)

I rode in wet pants. No no, I did not pee myself. I was not very warm and I wanted to wear something over my knees. You see, I have only one pair of running shorts, bike shorts and running capris (courtesy of PPC:) Thank you!) and I wanted to wear those. But I did laundry yesterday and I forgot to place those on a heater to dry. They were not too wet though because they were hanging in the laundry room for almost 20 hours but they were not dry either. So I wore dry bike shorts under those wet running capris. It worked out well. I do not like having a lot of gear, because honestly, how many pairs of running/biking wear one needs? You hand wash it after every use and it is like new. I still run in shorts I got when I was freshman in college and they are great. They cover everything they are supposed to cover and thus additional shorts would be a waste of resources (both natural and my money. I prefer to spend my money on fun stuff. As of today I am officially saving money for a trip to Kilimanjaro, or Himalayas. I have not thought it through that far. Anyone wants t go with me so I do not go alone? Or maybe I better start saving to be able to do some ITU racing outside the US.)

Which leads to another point - laundry machines. I do not know about your washing machines but mine in the US had 36min cycle. No matter which program I chose, it was always around 35min. Here (and in Slovakia as well, I asked my aunt last week) the cycle is almost 2hours. I forgot how long the cycle on my Parisian machine was but it was probably this long as well. Interestingly, the energy-saving program is little over 2hours, longer that normal cycle. The short cycle is around 100min. Which leads me to the conclusion that energy consumption depends on how long it takes to heat up the water. Maybe you all know this but I had no idea. I think that the energy-saving cycle is so long because the water is being heated up slowly. Which means that those American 36min cycle machines must be energy consuming beasts. Just imagine that. They heat up water in just few minutes. Wow! And those dryers! The North American consumer culture is horrible, a lot of waste and resources consumption without thinking, only to make things little more convenient. I am not saying that Europe is much better in this, but definitely little bit better. Although maybe it is because electricity, gas, water, fuel is more expensive here and therefore people pay more attention how much they consume.

I have realized that I do not like swimming with other people. Or more specifically, I do not like swimming intervals with people. Maybe if I knew those people, I would like it more. But since I am a complete stranger there I feel completely out of place and I do not enjoy it one bit. And therefore I am kind of glad that there is no swimming practice today. I know, not the right attitude but I am just being honest.

Wish me luck. I am defending my thesis on Wednesday! And then I am finally done with business school. Btw, almost all law schools have rejected me. But I knew that that would happen because I had applied only to top 15 schools and my LSAT score was pathetic. But since I got those application fee waivers I applied anyway because I had nothing to lose and did nto spend $1000. But that is no biggie, I have US visa interview on 23rd and work visa petition is submitted as well. So wish me even more luck for that visa interview. I hope there won’t be any problems and I can fly to the US sometimes at the beginning of May.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

You can’t run on wet pavement

I spend two days with my grandparents last week and since my stupid ITB felt ok went running on Friday morning. It was raining over night but it was sunny although quite cold on Friday. When my grandmother saw that I put on running shoes and shorts she proceeded to tell me that it was raining and therefore streets are wet. Yes, wet pavement is a reason why you should not run.

Along with wet payment also not eating breakfast is a credible reason for not running. Or eating breakfast. Or wind. Or low temperatures. Or high temperatures. Or cold. Although my cold was quite reasonable objection. And my grandma did not forget to complain to my mom that I went running eventhough I had cold and streets were wet.

You see what I have to dealt with?

I am surprised that I have lasted this in such an environment.

My ITB is weird. I did not run a lot last week because I felt it little bit after walking quite a lot in shoes that my ITB does not seem to like. Bu then I ran 3 days in a row and most of it on pavement and no problem. I did around 25-40min in each of those runs. I was little worried what will happen and I must say that I was surprised that ITB did not flare up. Then I took 3 days off, 1 day to give the ITB a break and 2 because I am lazy.
I walked quite a lot today, trying to find a post office to mail my tax files. And I felt ITB a little bit occasionally, but then it stopped and it felt like nothing happened. I just finished a 40+min run and no problem. I swear, I am not imagining those pains!!!

Btw, I have no idea how fast (or slow) I run. I do not even wear a watch on most of my runs. I already know my 20min, 30min and 40min loops and I just do the loop and do not care whether it is I fact 19min or 23min. it does not matter. Contrary to a popular belief I am not a person who needs to know how fast or far I go. I care a lot in intervals but easy runs or rides it does not matter. I used to do all my easy runs on track in high school and I did those based on distance and had no idea how fast I was going. Then in college we did almost all runs based on time and we did not know how fast or far we went. Only when I went to business school and did all my runs in new places I bought Garmin and start using it. But now I use it very rarely, mostly during bike rides because I want to map them to see where I went. And I do not even have computer on my bike. I used to have one but I never bought a new one after I lost that on in July. But I want to know my splits during races. I think that I can push harder when I know how slow I am running. I did not have bike comp or Garmin during those 2 tris I did and I am 100% sure I would have gone faster if I had known my pace.

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Life

I am still alive.
I am in Slovakia on a business trip where they are (trying to) train me for my future job. I am going to stay until next week and I think that my head will explode by then. Too much info.

ITB feels little weird. It was ok until yesterday afternoon. I think that it is shoes-related. I need to be very careful about what I wear!!! Unfortunately, I do not have anything else with me here but I should not be walking as much as I was walking on Monday so hopefully ITB calms down.

I have all my swimming and running gear here but I cannot do anything really. I do nto want to run now and I have a cold and I do not think that it would be stupid to go swimming if I can hardly breath because I am hoping to have it cleared by Friday. Btw, have you tried flying while having a cold? Not fun, my poor ears.
I was thinking about takign the bike with me (my tri bike of course that is at my parents' house. Not the bike from Hannover) but since I spend dusk to dawn (or dawn to dusk, I do not know which one is which) I would not have time to bike. But I saw quite a few bikers in the area so it is probably good for biking.

I have not much to do (except for the fact that I am defending the thesis in 2 weeks and should prepare the presentation) in my free time now so I went to get a massage in my hotel's welness center. It felt great. The masseur asked me whether I was lifting weights right before I came there. Of course I was not. Hm, it just shows how tight all my muscles are.

I was hoping to get in some good training with CH's team but weather is supposed to be horrible so I do not know how it is going to work out.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Technique - work in progress

I have really not much to report on training front because writing “run for 30min, ITB felt great (although that’s kind of exciting to write), bike for 90min, swim with H96” gets boring. If I were doing some hard core track workouts or trying to push big watts on a bike that would be a different definitely more exciting story.

So instead I am coming up with these “technical” ramblings based on my experience. I think about it and putting it down on paper helps me to collect and nicely organize my thoughts. Although it might not always seem like that, but that’s just my pure writing abilities. All my thoughts are nicely organized in my head afterwards.

You remember how I was cursing last year during my bike rides? I was working on a nice smooth pedal strokes, engaging muscles all the way through rotation, especially pulling up and then through top and bottom of a pedal stroke. It was freaking hard! I had to concentrate all the time otherwise I would just start pushing down. And my hip flexors were never happy with me.

I have been working on that since October or so, and I think that I have made quite a progress. I do not have any tangible proof though, it is only my feeling that I am more efficient and that I pull and push through top and bottom without having to concentrate on it.

Although now I sometimes think that I do not push down hard enough. So I guess that now I should again start concentrating on my pedaling and make sure that I do all the phases of pedal stroke efficiently and correctly.

I was also working on my cadence but I do not think that I have made huge progress there. Still work in progress although I still try (which is not very difficult these days because I cannot shift to the biggest front ring so I am always on the middle ring. So that crappy bike has at least one advantage) to keep cadence higher than feels natural to me. I do not have cadence sensor or I am doing this entirely by feel.

Now to swimming. Yesterday I went to the H96 workout and we did a lot of drills (catch up, one hand, kick) and although I can swim with those guys and even go faster than some of them I cannot “drill” with them. I am so pathetically slow. I do not know why. I was also pathetically slow at CH’s workouts. Even he could not figure out why I was so freaking slow when we were doing drills since I was ok swimming. I did not mind being lapped at CH’s but here it is different because here I just joined whatever lane (well, coach told me to join them based on my looks…), I do not know people there and I feel really bad being that slow. It is not really an ego thing, I know I need to go slow if I want to do it correctly and thus I am wiser than trying to go fast and sacrifice a correct form for ego. I just do not like jeopardizing anyone’s workout if they have to go around me and they probably think what the heck is she doing here if we are lapping her in 50m pool! Move to a different lane! Ok, this is not about technique anymore so I will stop now.

I have been working on the “elbow first and forearm just handing there until it touches water” arm recovery technique that CH wanted me to do. And I think that I am getting better. I still need to concentrate on it but it is coming more naturally to me now. Before my arm recovery was as soon as my arm was out of water I lifted the forearm forward, kind of like I was already preparing for entering the water again. CH said that I was wasting a lot of energy that way and thus it was not a real recovery.

Both CH and H96 coach told me to glide more and stay on my side longer. I have not mastered that yet. I think that I am not gliding on my side at all when we swim fast. I am working on it, but it is hard, it feels like I am going to sink if I tried to glide longer. But I do my best in longer easier sets and w/up and c/d. And on days when I do my own workouts. Those days are entirely about technique. So still work in progress.

And running? It is similar to my fall biking days. I am cursing constantly! It is hard.

Basically I am trying to land under my center of gravity as opposed to kick my lower leg forward (although I think that I have been doing that only during slow runs, not when I run fast but who knows, I have not run fast forever so I cannot really tell) and as of now I think that the only way to do it is to exaggerate the whole movement. Which requires me to lift my knees quite high and it is a lot of work for my hip flexors, and I had to concentrate on it. Which is both mentally and physically draining (just like those bike rides). At first I felt like I was hopping too much, it felt like doing high knees drill and it felt very unnatural. It is much better now though. It seems that change in running technique is coming along more naturally than learning a proper biking technique because it took me only around 4 weeks for this new running technique to feel somehow natural. I do not have to think about it too much although I sometimes still try to remind myself to lift the knee and land under it. And sometimes I try to simulate my old slow runs technique and I can tell that there is a huge difference between the two! And the new one comes more naturally to me than the old one now.

I do not know whether it is perfect yet, I will try to meet with CH when I am in Slovakia next week so he can have a look and give me some pointers.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

(Lack of) training structure

It is always the same when I am able to run. During the periods when I cannot run I start appreciating running much more (although…if my love for running increased every time I am not able to run then in last 3 years my love would go to infinity. But my appreciation for running always (slightly:)) decreases when I can run and therefore in the long-term my appreciation and love stays leveled.) and then when I am able to run again I do not want to do anything but run run run.

By the way, those two back to back long runs (*cough* 42min runs*cough*) did not cause any damage. I took yesterday off running (I was supposed to bike but I skipped that one as well and did it today instead for not reason but pure laziness) as a precaution. I did not feel any pain but I wanted to be safe. I did a short 20min run this morning and no problem.

I have hard time finding a motivation to go biking and not go running. Not sure why, I love biking, especially now with these great roads here. But still have sometimes hard time persuading myself to bike (but once I am on a road I love it!). I think that part of it might be that stupid bike and very uncomfortable saddle and just the overall relative complexity of biking when it is compared to running.

And swimming….I lack motivation big time. I know that I need the most work to be done in that department and it is one thing that keeps me going. I think that the problem here is that I do not see any clear purpose in those workouts. Last fall, Michelle’s workouts were to prepare me for IM swim. Then in winter, CH’s workouts were…actually I am not sure what those were for either but since I was paying him to teach me how to swim and make him faster I did not think about it. He was a coach, he knew that I wanted to race Oly distance and I did what he asked me to do.

I mean, I know what those swim workouts I do now are for (Tue is longer intervals, Fr is short and Sun is loooong and easy technical work in between and each serves it purpose) but there is no bigger picture/structure behind.

Let’s say I wanted to race such and such race on such and such date, then I would have a structured plan to get me there, right? But since now I have no races on my schedule, I am just swimming with no clear purpose.

I know that I am swimming to make me more efficient and faster and that counts but even in this macro-cycle/long-term/3-year whatever plan there should be at least some structure, shouldn’t there? And I do not have that structure. I am doing WHATEVER! And that makes me quite mad and is behind my lack of motivation to drag my ass to the pool.

I do not have that structure in anything actually but I somehow feel the lack of structure only when it comes to swimming.

Running- easy. There is no structure because I am getting back to running and just building base by putting miles and miles (even doing it by 2.5mile increments counts:)).

Bike – easy. No structure but I think that I can get into decent biking shape quite easy thus I am not worried. Plus, I cannot really do any 30min max sprints or threshold intervals because I am seriously worried about the bike. You might think that I am exaggerating but I am not! It is ok for cruising around but not for real bike training. I just hope than when it breaks down that someone will give me a ride home. Thus I am telling myself that it is all about volume now and all those longish steady rides are just base building and I will be able to build on that later.

So that’s it. I like having a clear thought-over structured plan to follow. I am not complaining or anything, this is very easy to fix. But for the moment it is just something I need to endure and then when the training conditions and my life settles down a little bit I will take steps necesary to have some structure in all this.

And by the way. You know that 10k running race I was thinking about doing last weekend? I completely forgot about it:) Of course, I would not have forgotten if I was going to race it, which I was not, but as soon as I decided not to race it completely slipped out of my mind. I remembered it later than day while biking when I realized that I could have biked there to have a look. But I completely forgot about it. Which means that it was not that important for me:)

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Weekend training log

Saturday:

Long run. 42min :) I can some kind of artificial hill now far from my place and I has been wondering what it was. However it takes me longer to get there than I was ever willing to run so I could not get there (I could have walked of course but now we are talking running). But on Sat I did it.
I it just a very weird hill in the middle of fields with cross and some stones at the top. In Slovakia we have hills like this (they are not artificial though, but have crosses at the tops) and they are called "gallow hills". You know, they used to hang people there and it was always on hills so people could see people hanging and I guess it served to deter people from whatever they used to hang people for. But I doubt this hill here served that purpose.
I spent few minutes on the top of the hill, stretched the ITB and than walked downhill (not pushing my luck. Downhill running is the worst for my ITB) so I took around 4min rest in the middle of the run.
Knee felt good, no problem at all. I was just soooooo happy to be running outside in the sun.

Then a longish ride, 1h45min. I wanted to do 2h but I was faster than usual or something because I finished my planned route it quicker. Maybe I am getting into shape. Or I am getting energy from sun because this weekend we had the first real spring-like weather days. Loved it!

Sunday:
I did the same run as on Saturday again. I know that it might have been little too much but I could not constrain with such a nice weather. No ITB problem now, but we shall see tomorrow whether it was stupid or not. Let's knock on wood together.

Then the swim workout with H96. Sunday's are long swims and today it went something like this:
200 w/up
2x100 IM (hm, ok this was quite modified because I had no idea what the order of styles is:))
6x50 buoy/paddles
4x50 25 kick/25 swim
100 backstroke
4x200 tempo
800 tempo
400 tempo
200 tempo
100 tempo
200 c/d
I liked it a lot. 800 was ok, but I felt how my poor arms were getting weaker and weaker on following intervals. I think that I did pretty well though.


I just finished watching Kampf der Titanen. It was not bad, although I think that I like the old movie better. And this one ended differently. Strange, why do they change movie endings like this?

We have finally changed to summer time so my plan for next week is this. I need to write it down otherwise I will forget and not plan ahead and won't do half the things:
Mon bike
Tue swim + run
Wed bike
Th swim + run
Fr bike + swim
Sat bike + run
Sun swim

Friday, March 23, 2012

Friday randomness

Day startrted pretty well. I got out of work early and was able to do a bike ride! Weather was gorgeous, sunny and quite warm. Biking here is great! So European:) By which I means there are little villages and roads connected them are smooth and wide and there are almost no cars and then there are cars the drivers are very considerate. So pretty sweat.

By the way, here is a video of me skiing in case you are interested. I am not one of those two skier at th beggining. I come later into the picture, that one person (in orange jacket if you can see that) alone on a slope. I should get a pair of those nice carving skies, which will allow me to make nice smooth turns without sliding. My father has a pair of those and they are pretty sweet.



I went to the PT guy again today. It was not as painful as last time because I have a huge bruise that goes from my mid-thigh to the knee and trying to massage that would be too sadistic. So he worked on my calf (which is also horribly tight) and on loosening up my knee cap because my rigt knee is not as flexible as my left one. That hurt though. Ouch.
And he also did some chiropractical things, among them also something with my rib cage. It was weird. He kind of like slid his fingers under my lower ribs from stomach side and was doing something. Weird. I started laughing eventually so he let it go:)

Best part it that he did not take any money today. Must be because of my blue eyes, or because I agreed with that rib cage adjustment. Juuuuust kidding. Since he did not do any serious massaging I was there only around 25min.

Unfortunately he is out of town next week and then I am on a business trip at the beginning of April (to Slovakia:) Kind of sweet, since this business trip allowes me to stay home for Easter), so I will not be able to get PT/massage for next two weeks.

Here is a picture of my bruise. Can you see it?
It does not look that big, you can see one part of it but when I removed the tape we saw that the bruise runs much higher, the tape was just covering it.
Combine this with the bruises and road rash from last week's bike crash and I look like a wife of a violent professional boxer (a very short one, because all my bruises are under my waist).




And here is the picture of my new taping.



Then I went swimming. Unfortunately, or rather fortunately, I went to the bathroom before jumping into pool where I realized that my monthy girly thing is starting....So I changed, packed my things and went home since I was unprepared for that. Swimming this week is not going according to my plan:(

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Thinking long-term

I am a very impatient person (but who is not?) and I want to see results ASAP, better yet NOW!
But I think that I am getting wiser:) Although to be honest, it has probably nothing to do with age but rather with my ITB history.
My old me would probably try to follow some kind of crash training to prepare me for summer racing. But my present me, with some guidance and help from a very wise PPC (seriously, she is one of the smartest, nicest, realistic, and generaly very knowledgeable people I know and I am really lucky that I can ask her for training advice and she keeps me in check. And although sometimes it might seem that I have not my own opinion because I basicaly agree with everything she says, it is not that. I agree with everything she says because what she says only supports what I have been thinking myself but I was not sure), is going to keep it easy and think long-term. Solve the ITB issue is the priority numero uno and be patient and just keep logging miles and miles and putting money into bank.

For example: I went running today and my original plan was to try 50min. However, around 16min in I started to feel tingling. Although I was tempted to do 4 more minutes to round it up at 20 (not sure why, but now it sounds like some kind of obsessive disorder thingy) I kept it on a wimpy, errr, I mean safe side and did not do those 4 min. I just walked back.

I am not sure whether it was my ITB or the soreness resulting from yesterday's massage. ITB does not hurt now but when I apply pressure at it I think that I can feel it. But it seems little lower than usually so maybe it is something different. Anyway, I decided to play it on a conservative side.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Fake it till you make it

I have read multiple people saying, yes I swim in a lane(or ride or whatever) with these people but they are kind of out of my league so I just hang on for my dear live and fake it till I make it.

And since I have been to one Masters swim session and 4 swim workouts with H96 team I am a swim expert now and I tell you, faking it till you make it is the worst thing a not-so-good/efficient swimmer can do.
We (not so good efficient swimmers) should learn first how to swim well and efficiently. But if we are with fast swimmers all the good technique goes out the window and we do whatever we can just to hang for a dear life and get to the other side of a pool as fast as we can. I do that and I am sure that I am not the only one!
When I want to swim nicely concentrating on my technique I need not to be in a hurry. I am not necessarily slower but I want to have the feeling that I can be slow if I need to.
Not possible if I swim with other people. And if they are faster, than it is a completele disaster. Because then you really "fake it" and although you might eventually "make it" it will probably take you longer or you just become fitter and therefore you "make it" not because you become a better swimmer.

I have been kind of doing this faking thing in those swim workouts with H96 team, and also with CH team but he at least used to stop me to tell me to swim nicely and that it was ok if someone laps me:)
Now I am ot really hanging for my dear life because they are not faster than I am but still when we do intervals I "fake it" because I am worried that maybe someone behind me wants to swim faster and then I am jeopardizing his workout. And I do not want that. Thus I rather sacrifise my workout. Not good.
Therefore I am deliberately trying to swim as a last person in a lane, then I can swim nicely and not do-whatever-just-get-to-the-other-side-asap.

OK, enough of my expert swimming advice, I better go to bed because my sister is getting married tomorrow and I need to get up in less than 5 hours. I hope they do not run late and that it lasts only 15min and than I can go back to sleep:)

PS: 40min run (ok, 39min really)+ Swim workout + 2x5min run to catch buses when I was late (that does not really count in training but in counts in my ITB chronicles)

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Training log- bike and swim

Bike 2 hours (rain, bike crash, wind, the usual). Interestingly today 2hours felt so much shorter than yesterday. It is probably because yesterday I had no idea where I was going (sometimes I wish I had one of those fancy Garmin Edge something that gives you directions; because I usually just go and when a road looks cool I make a turn and then I end up somewhere and either have to retrace my steps or I am just like, ok Hannover is towards northeast so let's go into that direction and see where I end up) but today although I did not take the same route, 50% of it was the same so since I knew where I was going it felt shorter).

I am so grateful that the tri team here let's me swim with them! I have no idea what I would do if they did not let me.
Today was "longer" sets workout, total of 1.5hours. W/up 200, then some drill work, 8x100, then 100 easy, then 800, then c/down and then we worked on our wall turns because the coach said we do it patheticaly (and he is right, I admit it).

Ok, the end of today's trainin log, I am off to watch Harry Potter und der Gefangene von Azkaban.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Training with powermeter

First of all, I had another good day of training. 20min run, 2h bike, 30min run. I did not feel as beaten up on the second run today as I felt last week when I did this little brick workout. I was still really tired but it can only get better and better.
I also need to start think about fueling again because I was starving by the end of the bike ride and what that meant was that I ate a generous serving of pasta, one whole chocolate and halb the bag of Haribo gummy bears afterwards. So not the best meal ever but I was just so tired and hungry.
I went biking alone, I was too lazy to go to town to meet other people and there are still miles and miles lot of roads on my side of town I have not riden yet. Biking here is awesome. Similar to Slovakia and France. So different from MI! Empty roads, smooth surfaces, considerate drivers, dreamy. I need to take some pictures.
I can imagine leaving here. You know what would be awesome, combine German salaries, European countryside and American prices. Utopia.

Anyway, I went to that presentation about why train with powermeter. It was presented by one guy from some kind of Performance evaluation centre here in Hanover. And it was quite interesting. Of course I did not understand every single word he said but I caught most of the presentation.

He started by presenting different kinds of trainings and explained what yields what result. For example, my current bike training (biking only on Sat and Sun) yields almost no results because my fitness increases when I bike but then slowly as the week progresses and I do not do anythig I loose almost all the fitness I build on weekend. So yeah....

He was mostly concentrating on why people should use powermeters and not HR only. He was showing us different power/HR files and explaining how these two variables "behave" in different situations, and why HR can lie.
For example, when one does a training camp and trains quite hard day after day then as fatique increases HR decreases and you cannot get it up. So HR stops being a good performance measure.
The same goes for when is dehydrated or when one rides in heat.

Then he showed us different graphs what HR does when you build your power slowly (also HR increases slwoly and corresponds to the power, making this the best scenario when HR can be used as performance measurement), when you start hard from the beginning and hold it there (HR corresponds to P for the most part but if you start decreasing the power HR falls down way too much), when you start too hard and then lower the power (HR stays too high relative to P).

He also showed graphs abut what happens when you do intervals by power. Basically, not only HR lags behind but your average HR for interval increases with each interval, and therefore using HR for intervals is useless. Unless of course you know exactly how your HR responds to intervals. For example if you know that your HR increases with each intervals by 2 beats, that you cna do intervals in that way that you increase your target HR for next intervals. However, almost noone knows how exaclty her HR responds.
And of course for short intervals, using HR does not make any sense at all.

There were so much info, I think that at the moment I cannot even remember it all.

One another interesting thing he said, which I am still trying to comprehend. Lot of triathletes concenrate on run and swim in winter. Doing this they still train their heart therefore the heart is trainer. However, their biking muscles are not trained. And then when they start biking their legs fitness lag big time behing their their heart fitness. Therefore they usually see HR much lower than they normally would because they just cannot push hard enough. So spring training by HR does not give good results because HR is too low. This is what I am having hard time to comprehend. So HR is too low for your watts or perceived effort? Let's say you want to be at 180 HR, which normally you can reach at let's say 230watts, but now you need to puch 250 watts to get to 180 and so you are actually pushing harder than you should, right?
Am I understanding ti right? Not sure.

He concluded that ideal measures are HR + Power. Power is like action and HR reaction to that action.

I do not remember what other things he said. These are probably the most interesting.

You know I wanted to test that Cervelo S5 but unfortunately they did not have any Cervelos to test ride, only Looks. So I did not, I just admired it looking at it:)

Then the store owner gave me a tour of the store and told me that there are a lot of roadies riding on Sundays at 10am and told me to come. He approched me because apparently all the people there know each other and I was a new face:)

Friday, March 16, 2012

So, that’s the minimum amount of training you need to be able to race an IM

I have this hypothetical scenario.

So let’s say that a person wants to race Ironman. And I mean race, not finish it. Race does not mean to try to win my AG, it only means to…you know, race.

Let’s say that that person wanted to do IM before, then throw an Ironman retirement party and then start concentrating her energy on Oly distance. Then the person has changed the plan and decided to forget about IM and go straight to Oly dist training. Then the person even contemplates forgetting all about tris and take up chess.

However, later on the person slowly starts leaning towards doing IM, throwing an Ironman retirement party and only then starting to concentrate on Oly distance.

So the question is, is it possible for such a person in this hypothetical scenario race a decent IM? The person used to train quite hard and her swim/bike fitness was pretty good, but then all that went out the window in last 4 months. Plus the person only run like a total of 100k in last 8months. And the person only has around 3,5 months to get ready for an IM.

Of course the person can always start training and then the day before the race asses whether she feels prepared enough and then decide whether she is going to race or not.

Now you have all the important details of this hypothetical scenario. What do you think? Is there something like an IM crash training program? Is this the stupidest (theoretical) idea you have ever read? Or the bravest?

Btw, I am going for a 40min run (!) followed by a swim workout. In shorts! I have not run in shorts since the beginning of September! Not because I am a weather wimp or live I Siberia, it is mostly because I was not able to run whether it was in shorts or long pants. But today the starts have aligned right- I am able to run and we have 10+ degree sunny weather.